Baru aja merenung, dan baru aja menyadari kalau beberapa hari terakhir ini tema harian aku adalah GALAU. Serba salah semuanya dan banyak mikir yang macam-macam. Sering merasa nyesek, eneg, gelisah dan khawatir. Kalau ditanya penyebabnya, ngga bisa jawab secara pasti. Dan ternyata tema galau hari-hari kemarin selalu dipenuhi backsound lagu-lagu galau juga... Ada dua lagu yang lagi setia banget nemenin telingaku... Yahh karena liriknya sesuai sama hatiku, menye-menye gitu... Inilah lagu tergalau minggu ini...
Because of You
by Kelly Clarkson (tapi aku lebih suka versi Taeyon & Tiffany SNSD)
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Mistake
by SNSD
I am still at the same place
Weary from wandering by your side
As I wander in circles
Day have passed and I find myself at this place
You know that my heart is aching
Watching you smile makes my heart ache more
For not making you love me more
It's my mistake
For loving you more than you love
It's my mistake
For not making you love me as much as I wanted you to
It's my mistake
I knew I couldn't have you
But my love just kept growing
Waiting by myself
Regretting by myself
Loving you by myself
It's my mistake
For not letting you go, It's my mistake
I knew I would get hurt and couldn't let go
It's my mistake
Even though it's all my fault
That's okay... As long as you're there...
always
Please forgive me being like this
who loved you...
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